Verge of a Meltdown???

I know that I had dreams last night just can't remember the details. It figures that I start to blog about dreams and now I can't remember the details like I had been.

Woke up agitated this morning. Jet's been acting aggressive and I feel like I'm on the verge of a meltdown. Everything is coming to a head I guess you can say and her attitude is topping it all off. I'm getting anxious about my trip west (flying alone and having to change planes). Gregg's been coming around more (I'm not ready to give up on that there is something that is there and to figure out what it is...). Would like to do stuff but can't, no extra money. Guess I'm stuck and trying to release myself from all of it, but I'm butting my head up against a wall.

I don't want to give up on Jet, but I need to think about everything involved and the consequences. To say that I worry too much is an understatement.....

I better head to work, I should actually be a little early today, SURPRISE!!