Successfully Nothing....

I have successfully have done nothing today. I got up around 9:00 because Jet wouldn't stop barking. Took her for a 45 minute walk, fed her and took her back out around 11:00 or so but she was still acting up so, in her crate she went. Before you start feeling bad for her, she's been snoring in there for about 4 hours now. And in those 4 hours, I've spend time on the computer, bad human! I should have been doing laundry and other shit around the house that needs to be done but nothing. Star is gone getting certified... My parents will be down here around 6:00 to take me shopping. I should take a shower but I think I should walk Jet first and then take a shower. Yeah, that's what I will do. When I'm finished with this, we'll go for a walk and then I'll get ready for my parents to be here. I forgot to find out from Star what time she'll be home tonight. I haven't decided if I'm going to leave Jet out of her crate while I go shopping with my parents or not...I'll have to think about that.

Got a message from Gregg today thru Myspace. He says

"You're not forgotten, I've had a really bad week and have been tring to not spread a bad vibe around. I'll try to get in touch with you this week, things still look a little hectic with meetings, and family, and work (both job's). But I should a the very least be able to give you a call. Talk to you soon Gregg"

Well I responded with that I'm family too but he has chosen to ignore/forget/throw that away and that I would like to have more than a moment of his time....he read that but didn't respond, guess I'm not surprised. Probably shouldn't share his message but what the fuck. So I don't know. I started writing a letter to him, trying to put everything that we've discussed in writing over the last 18 months. Whether or not I share the letter with him is another story. My therapist thought it was a good idea to get everything out on paper for me to evaluate everything. She also like the idea of writing down my dreams and see if there is a pattern in them. I think I put that in my blog yesterday. Of course, I don't remember the dreams last night or if I do Jet interrupted the part of remembering them by barking.

Been listening to a lot of bands today from the 'friend' requests through myspace so the day hasn't been a total loss - to me anyway. I also watched Motley Crue's new video, "Saints in Los Angeles", best sound and lyrics from them in a long, long time. I can't wait for the whole album. Still reading 'Herion Diaries' Nikki Sixx, it's quite enlightening to see that 'famous' people are just people as well. Gregg wants to borrow the book when I'm done. I haven't decided if I am going to let him yet or not. I told him that he needed to bring back a few of my cds he borrowed first before I could even consider it.

I guess I better get off the computer now and do something.