My Head is Screwed Up!!!

So my dream activity last night starts off with me at some house (appears to be Clate's house but this house I'm standing in is big and his house is not that big). There's a party or gathering of some sort going on and it's all people that I've never seen before and I really don't know why the hell I was even invited (or if I was). Gregg and Clate are the only ones that I recognize. She is not there, she's at work. People come and go through what appears to be the front door. Clate comes up to me, gives me a hug and kiss, tells me that he's happy that I am there. Meanwhile Gregg goes into a room and comes out with the baby, shows everyone but me. Once everyone has seen her he puts her back in the room. Seems like people are leaving, Gregg and I are sitting on the couch, talking first and then we start to make out, it does go further than that but....use your imagination. People are still coming and going while this is going on. Every time the door opens I turn to make sure it's not her. Then I'm not sure when we talk about them moving to Enfield - that came up at somepoint. He's telling me that it's so that he can make more money and this is one of the only times that I remember speaking. I said something like that's funny, so YOU can make more money so she doesn't have to work - something like that.

Then all of sudden (think we are still near the house or watching from a window or something like that) there's this van that catapults in the air and flips over landing in a pond or river upside down. (We are definitely watching from above because I remember looking down) There are several people down there diving in the water trying to help this person. After a few minutes a body washes up on the embankment of the water's edge, face down, everyone says that he is dead.

From that point I show up at the end of a hallway that I guess is a hotel, inn or something because I walk to the end of the hallway where the check-in desk is located. I walk up to the desk and stand behind this girl, who when she turns to look at me - it's her. Not sure if she knows who I am or not at that point (I think I knew she worked here or something) she continues checking out (like signing off her shift, she was wearing a kind of uniform). When she walks away the girls behind the desk ask me how they can help me, I tell them that I need a room, etc. One of them says that will be 30 something dollars without asking me my name. I say to them I just wanted you to ask me my name and I was going to use my married name because she was still walking toward the door at the end of the hallway but close enough to hear. I tell the woman behind the counter never mind and start to walk after her. (yes she really has a name, i choose not to use it) She goes through the door to the parking lot and disappears into this small crowd. More like poofs into thin air. There's this white van that drives by and starts shooting at people in the parking lot. At first I thought they were shooting paint guns or something. They point the gun at me and I wake up.

So I ask myself, WHAT THE FUCK!

The last time she showed up in my dreams, Gregg and I were on the beach somewhere and she came walking down the stairs. I took after her and beat the shit out of her.....

Let me tell you what I would like to be dreaming about...sex with Trent Reznor would be much, much better than my fucked up dreams.